2006/09/12 |
to say something when you have nothing to say |
A lot of things have been happening to me lately. My honey came home and he’ll be staying here for some time. We’ve been spending a lot of time together and I realized even more now how much I loved him and missed him. I passed all of the exams and I’m ready for my third year of college. Yesterday was 9/11 2006, it was our fifth anniversary, yes the 9/11 has brought us together. Every anniversary we had up till now was very special, but not this one. I felt like shit the whole day long, we didn’t do anything nice, had to do a lot of meaningless errands, it was just the worst. Are we chickening out? Have we become one of those old married couples that don’t care anymore? Why did I feel so shitty when I should be happy to have this guy in my life? Was I expecting too much for that day? I was awful and he was nothing but a sweetheart the whole day. Anyway we talked about it and concluded that this one bad day isn’t of any importance when you have so much terrific days together. I still feel strange today I just hope that we’ll go on holiday soon and that we’ll both get our will back. I’m bullshitting. |
posted by calamity @ 9/12/2006 11:39:00 am |
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First off, I think that is a great way to change the horribleness (is that a word?) that was 9/11 congrats on 5 years!! I think you are right, one bad day does not at all cancel the great days you have all the time!!! And, you don't need a special day, like an anniversary, to celebrate how great you 2 are for each other and luck to have each other in your lives!!!
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1- i like ur new template.
2- ur old posts were like thoughts so i couldn't post comments..i guess this is the 1st time u type sth about ur life.
3- i can TOTALLY relate to that feeling u've described...i dunno y it happens?!!!
4- keep blogging...u entertain me :)
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kourtney everythingone feels should be put into words if thetre is no word to describe it then i must thank you for inventing it. i also thank you for the congrats and for making me feel better. your post concerning valentine´s day, how you don´t need a special day to say sbd you love them that kinda´heped me to think we don´t need that eighter.
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still breathing 1-i´m happy you say so, was hoping for some comments considering that, got only yours, i´m still deciding to put the old one on it knda´grew on me, tell me what you think. the new template was a necesary must, sth was wrong with the old one, happy someone likes it though ;) 2-you could have done as i did: posted some laim comments that have nothig to do with anything :P kidding ya. yes i guess this is the first time i actually wrote something specific, and i know i´m bad at it, it is so hard for me to describe real events. float of mind is my area :P as if... 3-i thought i was the only one, thought i was going crazy, nice to know i´mnot the only one ;) 4- thnx so nice of you, you entertain me too, i will be blogging, but propabily not so often
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First off, I think that is a great way to change the horribleness (is that a word?) that was 9/11 congrats on 5 years!! I think you are right, one bad day does not at all cancel the great days you have all the time!!! And, you don't need a special day, like an anniversary, to celebrate how great you 2 are for each other and luck to have each other in your lives!!!