floating

2006/06/17

apartment keys

You can't believe what I’m saying. You say you do trust me. I don’t buy it. You say you’ll prove it by giving me your apartment keys or even more then that. I don’t want them I don’t like forcing things out of people. You just have to play along to gain my trust.
I don’t want your words, if you couldn’t say it yesterday why should you today?
I’m one in a million. I won’t ask you anything just because you feel guilty for not trusting me; I know you’re telling me the things you want me to know.
But…I would still like to know. But no I will wait. Till you feel ready to tell me, till you realize that nothing you say or do will not be used against you, not if you share it with me. If you trusted me you would know that.
But then again maybe you do trust me and you just have a different way of trust. It hurts me to be this tough on you with this shit. Especially when you say how much you trust me.
It’s like when that little lemur in Madagascar looked at the lion with that big eyes, you just can’t resist to that.
I know you trust me but I guess I always want more. I guess I’m never satisfied with the weather we are having, I guess I always want to find a way to hurt other people so I could be hurt back in order to finally feel something.
So here is an answer to your question: you don’t have to marry me to prove anything, you have my trust I just hope I have yours.

posted by calamity @ 6/17/2006 05:12:00 pm

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