floating

2008/04/17

mood

is it the mood or do i just unsucessfully try to imitate the greatest art minds?
do we write more, better, at all when we are sad?
is it the mood or is it us?
the paper has suffered so many things in this forsaken place
forsaken for me
maybe a paradise to others
my blockage is gone
share? don't know yet.
some things just have to be digested before

posted by calamity @ 4/17/2008 09:06:00 pm 1 comments

complicated

i feel like i need to say something...
i feel smothered...
there are so many things...and then silence.
never felt so close to the feeling of slow death...
alone...here
funny...in a hotel room
the screen and the abundance of words that refuse to join
how wonderful it would be to escape, some day

searching...loosing...lost?
so many artistic souls simply lost in the moments of this era
how can you reach them how can you lead them to be found
how? if even you are lost.
what does it matter if you're a good person?
no meaning if bad things happen to you
there is no mathematics in that

everything happens for a reason
that's a funny one but it kept me going for a long time
just convince yourself
...but your shell does not want to be driven
there is no reason
JUST MAKE THIS INSANESS STOP!!!

posted by calamity @ 4/17/2008 08:09:00 pm 0 comments

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